Today I understand how great it is to be independent. Most of you know my dad passed this year well but what you don't realize my mom totally distanced her self from me. The significance was at 31 I had to learn to fend for my self full time. When I was short financially their was no one to call on. 31 years on earth and I operated knowing I had people that would help my safety net. This summer brought many challenges for me losing my dad took a major toll on me and in a way I lost my mom. People ask me why I don't reach out to my mom and I tell them I like where I am going. I know in my heart of hearts I am surviving and their are way fewer people in the world that are on this side. I work 3 jobs because I have too and each day I learn something to make life a little easier so maybe one day I won't have too. The significance of my life is way greater then me! From
being moledsted as child, being born with a lazy eye and barely any vision in the eye, dealing with eating disorder, cutting my face at 18 years old so somebody would notice how bad I hurt. All that has created a lot of challenges and a lot of those who experienced similar circumstances are not where I am at. Sucide, addiction and prison are where you find those who deal with similar demons. I am making it and nothing can interrupt his plan Gods plan. Their has been an anointing put on me life, I am child of god follower of Jesus and o am here for a reason way greater then me.