In this house 7 years ago I made decision to stop using adderall and steroids. It feels like yesterday I would lay on the couch all day and then go look in the mirror in disgust with the mess I created. Lifting weights since I was 15 years old at 23 I found the best prework out I ever consumed Methamphetamines, by 25 I was laying on the couch of my childhood home because there was no other place for me to go I was stuck. I didn't know how to workout without using the adderall or steroids so I made the choice to quit cold turkey and pursue what I always wanted. It was simple
i just wanted a wife kids and a nice vehicle and I had none of the above so the choice was easy. Understanding the goal was always happiness and still is, the pursuit of how to obtain shifted. Quiting drugs is never easy or giving up something but when there is a greater purpose it's more then possible.