I cried today

I drove your truck today and just started crying, like damn it's been 4 months. I thought about that summer last summer when I was running and I called you to come get me because my sugar got low and you said let's go get some pizza. No matter what you were doing you would put it down for me. Yesterday I was thinking of this man and today he appears at Kroger and he asked how you were I told him your heaven laughed with him as he said your dad was sweet guy. I walked off and cried. I love you dad sometimes it feels like people wanna see me fail and attempt to attack me but I keep fighting and hanging in there. I come as one but I stand for many I stand for you dad. I walked this house tonight and screamed this is our home. I love you pap.