When things don't go the way I want them I faithfully tell myself it's his plan not mine and stop being hurt and have faith. I tell myself everyday don't let the lack college education be the scale my success is judged. I know where I been and what I over came I am great. My abilities can't be measured by the mans eye but more with gods heart, I know the scale is different but I never asked to be normal. Growing up my lack of confidence and self esteem made me sonically awkward and very shy. Simple talk about current tv series and movies are areas I am below average in. Mental health, faith and inspiration I will become I different voice it's almost as the confident kid pre trauma comes out. All my knowledge comes from trying to figure my own struggles out.