Eating disorders start like this, one thing I noticed majority of people who are really are into bodybuilding, lifting weights have came from being very skinny or being very overweight. What's the reason what do we have to prove. We need to control something, cause the loss of control we had as children. Here it is our chance to do a 180
and be told how great we look but those complements only act as band aids, eventually the cuts have to be dealt with. The pain will surface and you will lose the control you thought finally had and unormal
eating patterns will arise. We must change our thoughts, so we can change our behaviors. If the mind is sick the whole body is sick.