i drove you truck today right last the blade as you would of dad. Scared cause I know I can't mess up their is no safety net, since you been gone I operate a little different. The one that loved me most is no longer here to protect me. Just playing back the days and hours before you met God. I'm uncertain about a lot at the moment, i remember some of the final words you said to me "don't worry everything is gonna be okay, it's not that" tears coming down my face thinking of that moment. Today I have
been so hard on myself asking why don't I have more and why am I not doing more and why am I always alone. Dad I love you!