Sitting here on a beautiful day wondering is this it for me. As years pass I find my self in similar position each season to the prior year, truely inanity. Praying so hard asking for a break through a big positive change. I think to myself the only change needed is internal, thoughts must change so behaviors are not constantly replayed. Somethimes i ask is this it, how do I bust free of struggle
amd change the perception of what my happiness is to me. 31 is now and I remember 21 little concerned time is running out..