I never knew if it would ever come out, I decided it was time. My body feels scared knowing something is going on but this feeling has came before. When adversity comes the body becomes cold, numb and ready to operate in fight or flight. I see it so clear like it just happend moments ago, police lights in my rear view mirror. I was facing prison time for trafficking illegal substance scared and not knowing what to do I asked god to help me. He showed his hand and gave me a second chance. I take life so serious for the fact I almost had mine taken from me. I live my life with this principle, leave who or what I come into contact with better then I found it.