Come as you are
I take pride in giving hope to childhood trauma
survivors, living a purpose driven life.
I am a substance abuse counselor, author and runner.
This Blog is here for those struggling with an eating disorder,
addiction, self-love deficit disorder, low self-esteem,deprssion.
I had to get new insurance on the truck and I used sommers,I know you always went their so I figured I keep the the name going. Got your walks cleaned of dad cried the whole time I was shoveling thinking about you. I love you DAD knowone has ever loved me as much as you part of the reason I grind so hard. I promise pap i will give them hell with effort and kindness. I love you papa!! Seen mom today so I guess you seen her too.. #IPROMISE
To be trusted as the youth director of the church is one of my greatest honors. Young people lite up when they see me and parents even sharing how excited their children are for Friday nights.
My past is only what I said in the past, the future is bright!!!!
It can be hott in the kitchen but let me tell you why I am cooking. This book has raised many eyebrows and it’s only been a couple weeks. The goal is this to give hope to the kid who can’t write or comprehend. That their is a way to be successful with out acquiring a college degree. Yeah our past can effect the life’s we live but it does not mean you still can’t have a good one. Success is not about what you obtain but is everything about the way you live. Be genuine, authentic, courageous and know you are enough...
Ever been tired of being treated horrible maybe not respected do to the lack of education. Great things about my book but also backlash maybe I am to real.
I write and talk about deep shit because that’s been my life trying to solve my own problems and anyalizing human behavior. I love tha fat and over weight, drug addict, insecure because I was once that. I love peoples hearts not their race or social class. I love seeing people happy about the simple things in life. Call me crazy but as long as you call me real..
Today I ran and you were on my mind very heavy , so much the cold couldn’t stop the tears. Seems like this year Is going by so fast but so slow in the same sense. I took and got your truck serviced for an oil change this morning. I am wondering could I have done more maybe hospice was not the right move and maybe pursued Cleveland clinic or University of Michigan. I know you were hurting but sure didn’t wanna go.
Maybe social media is great for marketing and personal branding but sometimes disconnection is needed to reconnect. Looking forward to experiencing more fun stuff and living life more.
Nothing special I never will be, but will always be me. I am so content being single and being a person who creates change and gives hope through my story. I need nothing fancy just to know I gave life my everything! Compliments have been received about my work,makes tears come out my eyes , I know my dad and Buschia are in heaven saying “that’s my boy” and that’s all I could ever want. Single yeah I been that and most likely will stay that because what I need has nothing to do with intimacy and everything to do with appreciation. I am just kid from north Toledo who overcame everything I was labeled..
Me I am nothing special some people appreciate me for who i am others tell me what’s wrong with me at end of the day that’s a tuff pill to swallow. I don’t know about you but what I wanna be loved by everyone, yeah I know that’s inpossiable but my heart still desires it. I wish I could name alll the things I suck at but that would take forever but I will tell you this I am genuine and my heart is pure. Just like you I wanna be loved how I approach it might be different then you buy that does not make either of us wrong. I hate conflict but yet I stand for something bigger then myself, sometimes I say I wish I was normal worked at job that I was not so invested into and played video games all day. Being me is great at times and challenging at others no matter what you might think I just wanna be the best me.
So often I have allowed people to come and go in my life and allow them to return without any questions. I tell myself with everything, if you do what you always done you will get what you always got. Their is a greater reason why they don’t stay cause God has a special one woman in mind for me. I am just truly glad I am in this place of growth to allow me to keep evolving as a man.